I realized that it’s more than a week since I updated the blog. Thanks to both me being more tired than usual, and that we are pretty isolated because of the pandemic, everything is a blur these day. I don’t remember what day it is and which day I did what. Here comes a recap. Monday last week the day was not so good. I was super dizzy and weak. Hot flashes from hell all day and I spent most…
I’ve slowly improved the last week, and both Thursday and Friday I stayed mostly off the couch. After yet another day on the couch on Wednesday I was pretty fed up with the state of affairs and – not surprisingly – found out and decided that I need to have slightly more ambitious goals every day. It is so easy to be lulled into dark and miserable thoughts and staying there is much less complicated than focusing on getting better,…
I’m sure at least some of you have experienced when emotions dominate common sense. When the feeling of fear is so large that your only focus becomes getting out of Dodge as fast as you can without taking time to stop and evaluate the situation in more detail. Today has been a pretty good day, so I’m now on the right track, but I’m not going to cover up that the last week has been quite hard. I’ve been running…