Watching paint dry

Watching paint dry

Oh my, I’ve been knocked out this time. I am so tired. The last five days I have had no energy. I’ve barely managed to get dressed and then sort of sit up to eat. Bizarrely, it is even exhausting to lay down. I think my body is tired of being tired. I am more impatient now than I think I have ever been. And for those of you that don’t know me as well as others do – that…

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Thinking of the Sierras

Thinking of the Sierras

James’ post: The last two days have been a bit of a blur for Stine. Yesterday we had a nice cake (thanks Mom and Deena!) and Benjamin cooked dinner. He is also cooking for us tonight- maybe a chef in the making! Today, Stine was full cyborg. She had a flashing implant on her arm, plus a hose coming out (her PICC line). I should have taken a picture as she looked like she was getting ready to be incorporated…

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Cycle 6 Update

Cycle 6 Update

Guest post from James today. Stine has been quite drowsy all day with some neuropathy that is making it difficult for her to swallow, and she is dealing with a number of hot flashes. I made her some donuts today and she seemed to like them. They are closer to Norwegian smultring, but baked and then dusted with cinnamon and sugar. Chess was going crazy for them and he followed Benjamin around the house begging (I think unsuccessfully?) for a…

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KRAS G12D

KRAS G12D

For those of you that are interested. I got the result back from the genetic test (STRATA) that was done on the tumor cells. The mutation that was detected is KRAS G12D. It is common to have a KRAS G12 mutation in stomach cancers. I have read a little bit about it, but cannot read more. I just don’t feel good reading about anything related to this disease. I have a bad tendency to focus on the potential bad things…

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Knocked off my perch

Knocked off my perch

For those of you that have been worried; I am doing alright. I have not posted an update for several days and I apologize for that. My energy level is very low and I’m frankly in a state where one day flows imperceptibly over to the next. This has of course a lot to do with my fatigue and condition, but it certainly does not help that the world is on pause. I cannot for the best of me remember…

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